Dude...

Another long day at the hospital yesterday. Of course. We had a non stress test at 11 ad then after that, we had an ultrasound... You were NOT cooperative at all for either of the sonographers. Silly little guy. But the results were that you apparently weigh 5 pounds 2 ounces. That puts you in the 11th percentile for your weight and they aren't liking that at all. They want us to go for non stress tests 2 times a week now for sure. Soooo once a week, we go over to the hospital where we saw the midwives in Farrell and do one test there. Then we go for mother NST and our regular OB check up at Magee. I'm worn out. All this driving is making me crazy. You are so worth it though.

We need to fatten you up. That's our primary goal right now. I just don't know what else to do. In just a few short weeks, you'll be here and your fight will start. You're so strong though. And everyone loves you already... I'm sure you're gonna sail right through the surgeries and kick the crap out of HLHS. I know there will be twists and turns. I know it's gonna be rough for everyone, especially you... But you can do this bud. You can make it and grow up to kick the crap out of Zephyr and Ashton. I believe in you.

Today is your big brothers first day of 5th grade. He is super excited. I can't wait until your first day of school. I bet you'll make lots of friends and get good grades. No matter what dude... Mom is gonna be proud if you. You are gonna have to overcome a lot of obstacles your first years of life and that alone is a big deal.

I love you Luka. See you in a few weeks! :)